Sunday, October 17, 2010

Trip to Paris from 13 Oct 2010-16 Oct 2010 with the Bon family ^_^

Assalamualaikum... may Allah bless me Nurul Balqis Binti Mohd Salleh,ibu(Roslah Binti Ali),kakak n my nephews(rubiatun adawiah Binti Ali, Mohd Raif Rayyan Bin Mohd Razi,Mohd Rafiq Rayyan Bin Mohd Razi),baba(Abdul Hamid Bin Hashim),Mama(ruzifah Binti Ali),Baba(Mohd Salleh Bin Kassim),My siblings,Al-Fatihah to my late grandfather,late grandmother,late great grandmother n grandfather( Ali Bin Othman, Fatimah Binti Abdullah,Sa'amah Binti Puteh, Marzuki Bin Abdullah), my family, my teachers,my best friends,my friends, people who love me and people i love and all Muslimin muslimat....

My trip to Paris, France...

Alhamdulillah, Grande Allah, mio Dio...I got to experience Paris...the life...the excitement, the history, and the food! ^_^

1st day:

arrived in Paris...after check in and put our luggage in the store room (because the hostel only allow us to enter into our room after 4pm... we went around (actually more to wondering around Paris) until we reached Eiffel Tower... MasyaAllah...so nice...but sadly...the road and the sidewalk are full with stinky smell and black chewingum paste...euw..thank Allah i got to study in Karlsruhe, Gemany...which is 10 times cleaner.... and the busy city of Paris...full with cars and motors...im not really comfortable with it... we went back to the hostel to put our luggage in the room and go back to Eiffel tower at 8pm...now we used Metro(Paris short journey train) and make our way to the top of Eiffel Tower...if im not mistaken...it was written that the distance from Eiffel tower to Kuala Lumpur Malaysia is about 10 344km...i miss home so much... T_T we ate crepes (like lempeng..but originaly from France) and go back to the hostel ^_^

2nd day:

we make a trip to Paris Disneyland ^_^ yeah!. Play all the big ride and i bought some sourvenirs for me =P we went back and eat at the Korean restaurant. Go to Paris but eat Korean...lol...because we don't have it in Karlsruhe ^_^ enjoy ddukbokki (rice cake) so much...

3rd day:

we went to Louvre (museum where Monalisa potrait situated) and i understand now why the picture is damn famous...its because...it look really real...like u put a real live women there...the museum is so big and after that we went to Notre Dam (like in the movie hunchback from notre dam)..we didn't go up the tower because we have to climb around 400 steps of stairs..owh no man...hahhaa...then we went to Louvre garden (actually its like go back and forth...cies) but im happy because i gotto play with wooden ship...i rent it for 1euro and sail it using a bamboo stick...^_^ new experienced...i got to give bread to the Doves...they even stay on my hand ^_^... we ate Japanese food because we can't find the seafood restaurant that we wanna go but its worth it ^_^nyaman!!!

4th day:

we went to Le Defence...b4 that we went to one old palace and took some pictures like usual but we forgot to take pictures in Le Defence bcause of sum unavoidable thing happen ^_^ then, we manage to find the seafood restaurant and buy some sourveniers and grab our bag and go back to Karlsruhe ^_^

what i can relate paris with is:

Paris = Stairs! hahhaa...so many freaking stairs!

Friday, September 3, 2010

Sushi~Kimbap~hepi^_^

the first time i try to make sushi a.k.a kimbap... fuiyoo..masyaallah...lazat dan berkrim (krim xdeye...ini perumpamaan saje) lol~

mari kite tanamkan di blog ini resepinye ^_^

untuk nasi:

guna 2 cup beras yg melekit seperti beras jepun ataupun beras brunei (beras brunei nyaman!!!)

masak seperti biase ^_^

selepas itu, biarkan nasi sejuk dan campurkan:

4 sudu besar cuka

2 sudu besar gula

1/2 sudu kecil garam


kemudian, letak sea weed atas buluh...ratakan nasi...dan masukkan salmon/tuna n timun.. gulung bg padat... dah siap ^_^

kuah cicah:

kicap dan mayonese dicampur dan diadun ^_^

Friday, August 27, 2010

Adab menegur

assalamualaikum w.b.t

xakan ada manusia yg perfect. sepandai mana pn kita...hanya sedikit saja rahsia alam dan islam yg kita tahu...tp seboleh mungkin kita amalkan apa yg kita tahu...aku pernah belajar di sekolah dahulu...jika mahu menegur kesilapan orang lain, jangan sehingga menjatuhkan air mukanya dihadapan manusia lain....maksudnya...jangan sampai orang itu dapat malu...tegur dan terangkan kesalahannya secara berhemah dan dibelakang orang lain...supaya aibnya tertutup...

Sunday, August 22, 2010

berita gembira ^_^

alhamdulillah, aku menerima berita gembira dari insan tsayang ^_^


aku baru sahaja menerima berita kelahiran anak buahku dari kakakku...alhamdulillah...baby boy...selamat semuanya...my mum n my sis...2 VVIP dlm hidup aku...tanggal 22 august 2010 bsamaan 12 ramadhan kakak selamat bersalin...hehehe

Friday, August 13, 2010

my new family members ^_^

assalamualaikum w.b.t

menerima ahli keluarga baru bkn perkara senang.aku kalo bcakap...mmg xde brake...tu yg ibu aku slalu ckp...dan org2 yg rapat ngn aku slalu ckp membenarkan penyataan ibu itu...tapi...kalo memulakan salam perkenalan...aku mmg sedikit segan...maklumlah...malu...wo...tp slalu org salah tafsir akan kate aku sombong n berlagak...walau hakikatnye...aku sungguh segan... lainlah kalo org mula tegur aku...pas2 aku akan jd ramah+frenly yg terlampau amat...hahha...itulah aku... alhamdulillah...sepanjang parents nila n ain ada di cini...aku n fizah mengenepikan dengan jayanya rs malu kami...satu sbb lg sbb parents diorg frenly n kuat bgurau...so kami berdua xkekoklah...

in conclusion, i feel happy welcoming them into our family ^_^ hopefully we can live in a peaceful and harmony environment without any arguments..ameen~ this raya will b really wonderful with so many 'dish washer' added =P

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Ramadhan Mubarak to All Muslimin and Muslimat 11 August 2010

Assalamualaikum...

Alhamdulillah, syukur ke hadrat Allah s.w.t, Ramadhan kali ini menjengah diriku lagi...tanggal 11 August 2010 di negara orang..ini merupakan tahun kedua Ramadhan di tanah asing...walaupun asing....tidak lg terasa mcm asing...kerana alam sekeliling bagaikan sebati dgn diriku...baik dari segi cuaca...manusia...syukur...negara bernama Germany ini mesra muslim...tak pernah ada diskriminasi agama...

Telah dapat aku melaksanakan terawih pertamaku tahun ini...Alhamdulillah...ya Allah....semoga puasaku tahun ini diberkati oleh Allah...ameen~

Friday, August 6, 2010

ikan 3 rasa history for today ^_^ wink wink

alhamdulillah...1st of all...always give the greatest gratitute to Allah s.w.t ^_^

i managed to cook ikan tiga rasa (sweet,sour n spicy). i miss it a lot...n for the 1st time in my life...i try to cook it myself...using recipe from the internet as a base and adding my own ingredients to make it MY OWN RECIPE...lol.. i went to Weinweg behind Real to the fresh fish market n bought 2 fish (which i dunno the name for sure as usual =P) for a very convinience price and i went to asia shop to buy more ingrdients and ALDI as well for the rest of the ingredients... u wanna know something? i NEVER know how to fried fish...hahaha...pity myself...ish ish ish... but i DID IT!yeah!i had to cut it into two because the pan cannot fit the fish.hehehe... we ate at 9p.m because fizah n zayed having their final preperation for their tomorrow's exam. fizah n zayed agreed that i can make it during hari raya ^_^ (yes!they r my 'lab rat') hehehe...how mean...the recipe will be listed below:

IKAN 3 RASA

1.fried:
fish (after put turmeric and salt)

2.fried and mix 2.1 and 2.2:
2.1 chop it medium coarse and fried it till it crispy a bit
onion
garlic
ginger
chili
lemongrass

2.2 chop it coarse except fot the lime leaf chop it fine
lime leaf
pineapple
cucumber
carrot
sweet chili sause
oyster sause
salt
sugar
water

3. serve it by pour the gravy on top of the fried fish ^_^

Thursday, August 5, 2010

tangan n kaki sejuk

ya rabbi...
penyakit tangan n kaki sejuk aku menyerang kembali....
badan aku panas mcm biase...tapi kaki n tangan aku sejuk mcm ice....
how to recover from it???
should i go n see doctor???
wut happen to me actually????

Monday, August 2, 2010

Timberland sandal and New Haircut

Timberland Sandal story:

This afternoon i receive my new timberland sandal that i bought through amazon.com. actually i went to the boutique in Karlsruhe last week but the owner said that the sandal that i want already out of stock...so...i just surf the internet n bought one from amazon.com. although i really want dark brown colour...at last i decided that i'll take black+red colour...s long s it is Timberland sandal (which i know 100% will be comfortable), it's okay with me. Alhamdulillah, it's not disappointing at all. really comfortable!

Hair cut( haare schneiden )story:

i really wanna new hair cut (boy cut) at the back and long from front and i got it!yeah!i just hope that it'll grow longer by the time i reach home in Dec. hahhaha...i feel my head lighter than before.i like long hair but it's just because of my own stupidity i MUST cut it short for the time being...what kind of stupidity???shhhh....Biarlah rahsia....hahahha

Friday, July 30, 2010

facebook temporary deactivation ~_~ HEARTBREAK~_~

assalamualaikum warahmatullahiwabarakatuh

starting yesterday...i decided to deactivate my fb temporarily... so that i don't have to think so much... its just bothering me...i couldn't stop myself from viewing my bf's wall n whenever i saw girl write or leave a comment...my heart ache like crazy... i know i shouldn't behave that way...i mean...my feeling shouldn't behave that way...
it's just i can't control it...n seeing most of my close friends engage or getting married...it ache's even more...so i decided that i'll just convey all my thoughts only on my blog...for the current moment....at least till my exam's over... the reasons all starts with the letter (i):

1. i think I'm getting jealous and its dangerous!....probably because I'm far a part from him...n thinking that i could loose him in any second...terrifies me...it's not because i didn't believe him...it's just the happen to be this way...the pain is too much for me to endure...

2. i envy my of my close friends...they already find their true love..n getting engaged is a prove that their partner (bf/gf) are 100% sure with their love...while me???? lucky I'm studying far away...so that i can buy some times n give reasons for not being in an 'engaged' world yet.

3. i am proud to know that most of my close friends getting married and leads a wonderful life n happy weds...its just i couldn't stop myself from thinking, is my life going to be the same way as they have right now when I'm getting married SOMEDAY? eh, ada ke orang mahu kahwin dengan aku?hahaha....

4. it's bothering me....it makes me feel painful...am i YSL*???? (*Young Single Lonely) hahaha...maybe the answer is yes.lol~

5. in love with someone and to be love by the one that i love....is a wonderful feeling...but love only is not enough...the promise is important...n i feel like I'm still far from the promise...n i wonder...will i be married???

6. i have my own decision... if i still single when my age turn 30...I'll adopt a baby...^_^but my mum said...if an unmarried women adopt a baby...the chances for her to get married are as thin as a paper...but for me, only He knows what is the best for His slave ^_^ so, piccolina bambina, tu non si puo piangere...

this are all the reasons why i deactivate my fb account...you may find it funny and irrelevant...but this are what i have in my small mind...

kenakalan aku di waktu dulu membuatkan aku sedar...macam ni rasanya sakit dan perit...yang aku buat pada orang dulu....SERVE ME RIGHT! hahhaaha

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

13/07/2010 extended

mission not accomplished for today:

bahawasanya nurul balqis binti mohd salleh telah gagal mencari kipas...sumenye out of stock... dari saturn...media markt...kardtstadt...Real...saturn yg kt real...babies shop (try gak kt cn T_T) dan pelbagai tmpt lg....wa!!!kesabaranku hanya Allah s.w.t yg tahu...

mission accomplished for today:

laptop baru smpai...pas2 bruni selesai menggodek dan mmbersihkan inner fan dlm laptop lama...dan berjaya mengetahui punca dtgnye bunyik2 tikus dlmlaptop..eekkeeke...alhamdulillah...

13/7/2010 HP's birthday

alhamdulillah...setelah hampir dua bulan menunggu...akhirnya laptop yg aku beli sampai ^_^ tp yg sedihnye...everything in Deutsch T_T...xpelah.yg penting leh install sume Pro-E, Maple, JAVA, acad...yg paling penting skalila...huhuhu

Sunday, July 4, 2010

~cinta~

is it true when we can't say the golden words "i love you" means we stop loving the person that we love??? for me...it's different...for me...

love~ such a complicated word...such a complicated thing with such an amazing feeling...i just wonder...can love bring happiness for the rest of my life? can we live just with love? i really want the one i love tell me these... "wo pau hu ni" ...instead of "wo ai ni" only...

apakan...hahahha...just my thought at this current moment.... from all the things happen around me...and around the people i care the most...make me afraid of the word marriage...hahaha...because im afraid that my future husband will deceive me...or will torture me...torture doesn't mean with cane or kick or slapping...but also with psycho way....wa...takutnye bayangkan kalo my life partner treat me like that....ya Allah, moga2 Kau kurniakan hamba-Mu yang dapat membimbing aku yg sedikit nakal ini...^_^ (when i wanna get married???just Allah knows about it ^_^...now its time for me to study) huhuhu

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Europa Park 30th June 2010~culture excursion~

Alhamdulillah...i just wanna share sumting for my future memory...the day when i'm able to get rid of my fear to ride the scariest Silver Star, the 360 turn upside down Blue Fire and all those thing that we call roller coaster. ^_^.... the method that i learn is really simple... LET LOOSE.... don't be stiff.... and syukur it really works...and i didn't closed my eyes!!!!Although we already went there last Autumn, this year its different because we went there with our classmates... thumbs up for my beloved classmates...this is such a precious memory... i brought chocolate moist cake for them and we ate it in the train to Reinsheim...im getting bored of eating chocolate moist cake...lol... i'll upload the pic after i get it from Kevin ^_^ now, i have to finish my english negotiate and send them to saiful and mizah...hurm...T_T

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Non felice~_~

feeling empty...dats wut i feel rite now....rs mcm perasaan mase d ikm dlu...3bln yg sungguh menyeksakan yg pnuh dgn airmata...aku rs balik skrg ni...xtau kenapa...mujur xde airmata lg skrg ni... Qis!deceive dis feeling!!!! khuai tien!!!!i can live by myself...wif those who care 'bout me ere!!!!i can!!!!i must!!!!

Friday, June 4, 2010

Chocolate Moist cake recipe ^_^

oleh kerana ada permintaan dari seorang sahabat saye....maka saye mahu berkongsi resipi cake coklat ini ^_^ feel free to try!

ingredients:

A
2 cup wheat flour
3/2 cup van houten cocoa powder
1/4 cup sugar
1 tea spoon baking powder
1 tea spoon soda bicarbonate
1/2 tea spoon salt
3/2 cup mazola oil (corn oil)
4 egg yolk (yellow egg)

B
1 cup sugar
4 white egg

C

4 spoon milk powder
2-4 lime juice
2 cup water


How to mix it:

For C:
boil the water and mix with milk powder.stir it then put in the line juice slowly while stirring it....the water will become like yogurt...leave it aside to make it cold

For A:
strain all the powder and mix it in one bowl. then, put in oil.stir until all mix up


For B:

mix the egg and sugar until it rise and look smooth


Last step:

Mix A+B+C (there are two type of stir. 1st: if you want it to be moist, do not stir it fast...do it gently (slowly)in one direction several times only. 2nd: if you want it to be more like sponge, stir it randomly and a bit faster until the it look smooth) Then, bake in the oven for one hour (exactly 60 minutes) in 130~140 degree Celsius

p/s: if you don't want it to be explode in the middle...just put thin layer of butter or margarine at the bottom of baking plate...not at the side ^_^ and to check it already done, poke the cake with wood stick and take it out.if it clean...the cake is done but if the stick have a bit of cake...it still not cook)

Happy cooking! ^_^

Monday, May 31, 2010

Ingolstadt 25-27 May 2010

Alhamdulillah...syukur kehadrat Ilahi...our excursion completed with ton's of new memory ^_^ wink wink =)

First day:

First, we went to BMW factory in Regensburg... having a tour in the production area from A-Z...very organized and enjoyable...its just their policy...we cannot take out pic there...how sad...=(...didn't even get to buy souvenir because the shop close 1/2 an hour before we arrive...hurm... then we go to Ingolstadt where me n izah have to stay in the other hotel...not the same with fang...huhuhu...Some unwanted incident happen while i went to the toilet...hurm...not my fault...but actually im piss as well...its just i control my anger..keep it on ice...huhuhu...then mirsini brought us to the festival..by foot...

Second day:

We went to the Ingolstadt village...shopping!!!i bought 2 pairs of shoes...for my ibu n me =) just diff colour but the design are the same...huhuhu...and one watch for my besfren's birthday...syamsul anwar...i dun wanna show him first because i dun wanna hear him complain...hahaha... Then we went to canoeing center...me,izah,fizah and fang...the 4 of us in one canoe...lucky us...we didn't turn over...but after the second stream...we decide to go at the side and put out the water ...so fun+hurting my whole body=result was satisfaction!!! ngeeee... at night we went again to the festival =)

Third day:

The last one we went to Audi Factory...not as organized as BMW but more equipment...then we go back to KA....such a nice+beautiful experience!!!! tiresome but simply awesome!


i already download picture in my facebook =)

Monday, May 24, 2010

Hari Kelahiranku 24th May 1986-2010

























“berikut adalah gambr2 kek 1st round n second round serta kenangan yg aku simpan.huhuhu...”

Alhamdulillah...syukur ke hadrat Ilahi...dah 24 tahun genap aku melihat dunia =) keizinan-Mu utk aku terus menghirup oksigen...dan menyempurnakan tugasku sebagai salah seorg hamba-Mu di muka bumi ini...

thanks a lot to izah n fang for making me a unique n wonderful biscuit raspberry chocolate chip cake last nite =) and in the afternoon...i made another cake but its chocolate moist cake ^_^ i made 3 rounds...

1st round finished by me,fang,izah,fizah,zayed, thomas n ankit =)

2nd round were cup cakes

3rd round is for our trip 2 ingolstadt on 25th may 2010...hehehe...for my frenz

1st song from acul, 2nd song from ibu, 3rd song from arul ( 3 times =P ) kes dera =P

thank you to all warm wishes through facebook, phone, and live wishes =) its really an awesome wishes from all of people who know me =D

Sunday, May 23, 2010

kepenatan semalam x habis lagi....

semalam, hari sabtu 22 Mei 2010, aku, fang, izah n fizah keluar ke Ettlinger Tor, Kardtstadt dan Post Gallarie... Setelah abes tuisyen math dari kul 10-12 tghari ngn Thilo...(penat gile perah otak...tp harap2 duit yg aku keluarkan utk tuisyen berbaloi...amin...insyaAllah) kami panaskan lauk dinner semalam...semalam jumaat tur aku masak...n aku buat tomyam campur...buat 4 pot...2 pot pedas n 2 pot 'kiddie meal' khas utk fizah yg xmkn pedas...bahan2nye:

bahan2 utk isi:
daging,sotong,udang,ketam,lala,cendawan,tomato dan daun seleri ngn batang die skali

perencah:
gangal (aku xtau name melayu die ape...huhuhu)
halia (potog besar2 n ketuk...sedap...aku sgt suke..ibu yg ajar aku suke mkn halia =P)
bawang putih
bawang merah (priority...kesukaan aku =P)
cili padi
daun limau purut
serai
jus lemon
asam jawa
perencah tomyam instant utk bg rase kuat.hehehe...
bihun putih or nasi putih

cara masak:
sesuke hati aku je...hahaha...

hasilnye: kami semua berpuas hati dan makan xberenti...huhuhu...tomyam nih request dari fang n zayed...sbb aku penah buat sebelum ni n diorg kate sedap so kami buat lg...senang keje aku...n tekak pun selesa mkn makanan asian. alhamdulillah...syukur pada Allah... bg thomas rasa semangkuk...merah padam muke die =P (kejahatan berleluasa) sebab yg ari2 die mkn 2 mangkuk...yg kalini semangkuk je sbb bihun abes.hahaha..padan muke =P

berbalik pada semalam ari sabtu, lepas makan tengahari (menghabiskan round kedua tomyam) kami berempat ke Etlinger Tor niat hati membeli baju baru...aku terpaksa beli baju baru gak memandangkan baju yg da koyak rata2...rase daif sgt pulak...n seluar byk xmuat sbb peningkatan berat badan...haish... 5 jam berjalan keliling bandar membeli barang...mujur tmpt tinggal aku mmg 5minit je dr sume shopping complex...aku dpt la beli baju2 n seluar...beli yg murah sudah..huhuhu...sbb nk simpan duit pakai balik msia shopping nnt...ngehheheh...

xdelah...aku ade budget...kalo boleh aku nk beli laptop baru...bkn ngada2...tp laptop aku ni aku kena tukar utk buat design...xsesuai....lambat...hang je kejenye...da lamela katekan...

Saturday, May 8, 2010

Selamat Hari Ibu...

Selamat hari ibu... terutama skali kepada ibu aku puan Roslah Binti Ali, u r my everything =) aku da wish tadi dah kol ibu pukul 12 mlm waktu msia...kire2 kul 6ptg waktu cn... lame la borak...(mmg da jd adat xkan dpt ckp sekejap pny...ade je cite) dari pasal kucing2, itik, kambing, ayam2, keadaan semasa... mendengar luahan hati ibu...smpaila pasal arguing aku amik tiket balik...hahaha...i just miss her so much...miss her nagging....especially..ngeh ngeh ngeh...

Selamat hari ibu kpd mama puan Ruzifah Binti Ali, kesudianmu melahirkanku amat aku hargai =)terima kasih kerana beri aku peluang melihat dunia dan memberi aku kpd ibu yg amat aku cintai =) td kol mama gak wish kt mama...dgr mama cite misteri kehilangan abg.hahaha...

dua ibu yg amat penting dlm idup aku...kalo xde salah satu...mmg aku xde kt dunia ni =)

selamat hari ibu kepada kakak aku puan rubiatun adawiah binti ali a.k.a puan Ruby ...aku nak kol tp hp die da damage kena masuk dlm kuah n kena baling ngn bos kecil mohd raif rayyan... kakak pn mcm ibu gak kt aku sbb dr aku baby kakak yg tlg ibu jg aku =) that is why i love my ibu n kakak so much...cam pasir kt pantai...walaupun xberkilau tapi xterkira banyaknye...org slalu kate permata tu berharga...tp bagi aku...pasir lagi berharga...pasir boleh buat umah =)lg fungsinya besar...

jasa dan pengorbanan ibu...xterkira...xmampu utk dibayar dgn wang ringgit...harapanku semoga Allah s.w.t sntiasa permudahkan segala urusan kite semua dan melimpahkan rahmat dan hidayah-Nya kpd kte...dan menempatkan kita semua dlm golongan hamba-Nya yg soleh...ameen~

selamat hari ibu kpd semua ibu2 di dunia =)

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Hijjaz-Kawan

terima kasih sahabat menyedarkan aku erti pentingnya persahabatan...

Sunday, April 18, 2010

19th April~ Mum's birthday

On ur birthday~ Selamat hari lahir ibu
ibu,

for me, u r da one who love me the most...
no one else can replace ur place in my heart and my life...
u'll always believe in me...
even people bully me n u just keep ur mouth close...i know deep inside ur heart...it hurts u too...seeing me being bullied rite in front of ur eyes...i know u dont hav other choice...n thanks...it makes me tough...
even i let u down so many times...u always there 4 me...giving me strength 2 keep on standing...

for me...i like da phrase dat i heard from one of the story i watched...

"babies choose who they wanna b their birth mother and who will b their mother who brought them up"

n i knew...Allah choose mama 2 giv birth 2 me...n choose ibu 2 brought me up n giv ur love n ur life 4 me...im grateful 2 hav u by my side... my love towards u will never stop... im so sorry i cant b by ur side on ur bday this year n the next 2 years...but u r the greatest gift from Allah for me... i love u ibu... u lost ur mum when u r so small but i hope dat i can fill the empty space in ur heart~

Friday, April 9, 2010

Jatuh tersungkur~

aku jatuh tersungkur...

xpernah selama aku hidup tersungkur macam ni...

tp aku dah tahu mana kelemahanku...

aku bertekad...utk tidak tersungkur lagi...

aku perlu lawan diri aku sendiri...

kuatkan aku ya Allah...

selama ni aku terlalu selesa dgn diri aku...

mula semester baru nanti...

tiada lg aku yg sekarang...

insyaAllah...janji kepada diri atas nama Allah...semoga aku diberi kekuatan oleh-Nya

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Setup Diri~

really...im not organize now...
all sorts of unbalanced thingy...
i've 2 sleep n re-set back my life...
BANGUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, March 13, 2010

gLaMoRouS, sTyLe and LoOkS... ImPoRtAnT in AttEnDing cLaSS???

This matter pop up in my mind sometimes...
i just wanna share my point of view towards this thing...for those who read this...do not be offended... i just wanna share my thought in this =)

for some people...when attending class...especially in university...this three things are really important...i think...there are several reason y they really need to look good when attending class...

1st,
its a really important to have a GOOD IMPRESSION for other people if our appearance look good... not just by using make up...but the way we dress up also important...people always say "Don't judge a book by its cover..." but in reality...people ALWAYS judge a book by its cover... that means...appearance in sense of clothing and make up are the most important thing...

2nd,
to MAKE FRIENDS...its not as easy as we think it is...in daily life...people always like to make friends with a person that are neat, stylish, attractive and fascinating...neat as in like wearing a proper attire and it must be stylish so it can attract people's eyes... that's what then we call fascinating...

3rd,
Choosing good COLOUR COMBINATION...people always relate girls with pink colour...maybe its because pink colour represent 'cuteness'...and beauty... a good colour combination can show people how stylish a girl can become...

you know what...all of these thing i saw back in my country...and in the movie especially... people like to make friends with hot stylish glamorous looking girl...

but for me...


when i start my study ere...far from my home country...surrounded by strangers...at first i thought it will be so hard for me to make friends...because i dun have a pretty face...no sense of fashion...always use wrong colour combination...dunno how to use make up...dunno how to dress up...i didn't even use compact powder here...hahhaha...i know when we use proper attire... it can built self esteem but ere...i found people who didn't care about how i dress up...how mess up im with the fashion...they make friends wif me bcause of who i am...they accept me like a family...i don't feel lonely... im so touch...whenever i got a problem...they are ere wif me...always opening their arms for me to hold on...i learn a lot from them... having my udang's colony =)... Izah n Fang... im so happy... my so call family which is "gossiponline.de" (they know who they are =P)give me strength to move on...my classmates.... anna schmitt (i like her warm friendly attitude from the first day i know her) and batch Bsc. 2009 from ID...bringing me 2 places and having fun together...I Love u all... really mean it =)

Friday, March 12, 2010

Sambal petai+udang dan kek batik ^_^

Alhamdulillah..syukur ke hadrat Allah swt, my allowance already exist in my bank account... masyaAllah =)...

I already buy groceries n food that extinct (on my food shelve)... Patient is really important...and alhamdulillah i manage to go through this hard time...but i always have 2 b aware n spend my money in a safe way...to back-up myself in case something happen n need me 2 act spontaneously again...

When i went to asialand shop yesterday, i bought petai and udang... really craving to eat it..i thought im gonna cook it on Saturday or Sunday...but i end up do it on Friday night...because there's not enough space 2 put the prawns in the freezer... alhamdulillah...at last SAMBAL PETAI+UDANG in the HOUSE!!! =P

i made kek batik also...but unfortunately my 1st time trying turns out not well..maybe because i put too much water...huhuhu...but the taste is nice =P ...macam kemunan pulang...apakan aku nih =)

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Antara pejuang dan pengganas

aku baru baca akhbar harini...terpanggil untuk berbicara beza dua perkataan ni...

~pejuang dan pengganas~

adakah wajar mereka digelar pengganas kerana mereka memperjuangkan hak mereka yang dinoda oleh rejim zalim zionis????

adakah wajar mereka digelar pengganas hanya kerana mereka bangun menentang kezaliman dan penindasan terhadap mereka dan keluarga mereka?????

adakah wajar mereka digelar pengganas hanya kerana mahu membela nasib saudara mereka yang dibunuh kejam dengan peluru dan bom teknologi tinggi musuh-musuh Allah???

aku pernah melihat bukti kekejaman yg dilemparkan kepada mereka tetapi disorokkan oleh kuasa-kuasa besar dari pengetahuan dunia...
aku tahu mereka bukan pengganas! mereka pejuang! PEJUANG!!!!!!! ya Allah, Kau yang maha mengetahui akan perkara yg kami tidak ketahui...selamatkanlah Semua kaum muslimin dan muslimat dari penindasan kejam dan kuatkanlah iman kami semua...hanya Engkau yg maha pemurah, pengasih dan penyayang~amin~

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Semangat yg pudar~

Hati...tabahlah...
Semangat...kuatlah...
Minda...bangunlah...
Jangan kau kalah dengan dugaan...
Jangan kau lemah dengan rintangan...

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Piss Offffff =(

alhamdulillah...baru abes exam math tadi...ku bermohon pada Allah, luluskanlah aku...walaupun aku xtau ape yg aku buat tadi....ya Allah...

sekadar mahu meluahkan rasa hati aku kat cn...renunganku di masa depan... aku merasa sangat marah...semarah-marahnya... dgn kenyataan yg aku dapat tadi... walaupun bukan aku yg jadi mangsanya...tp darah daging aku yg jadi mangsa... ya Allah, aku tahu... kalau berbuat dosa dan mencanang-canang dan bercerita pada orang...maksudnya mengaibkan diri sendiri....dan melukakan hati org juga... kasihan adikku...kenyataan yg diterimanya tlalu menyakitkan...perempuan yg menyakiti adikku itu sungguh rendah maruahnya...pada pandanganku...kerana seorg mahukan seorang lelaki dan merampas kekasih adikku...dia sanggup membuka pekung di dadanya dan menceritakan benda aib yg telah dibuatnya secara terperinci...nauzubillah...bila aku tahu...aku jadi terlalu sakit hati... xperlulah cerita sampai macam tu sekali... tapi aku tahu adikku tabah...cuma kadang2 ujian ni terlalu berat untuk dipikul... bagi aku...kalau perempuan tersebut mahukan kekasih adikku...xperlu sampai cerita perkara yg menjijikkan dan menjatuhkan maruah sendiri...sekaligus menyakiti...dahlah merampas...tambah mahu dikasihani lagi... sabarlah adikku...sabar dan tabahkan hatimu... ada yg lebih baik untukmu nanti...insyaAllah...

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Patutkah aku....

Aku sedang menghadapi krisis kewangan...jadi...
aku rasa nk tamatkn talian hp line germany aku...
hurm... bkn ade org kol pn...n aku mmg guna VOIP je kalo nk kol msia...kwn2 kt cn pn sentiasa dgn aku...xperlu call2...skype je ok dah...
hurm...kne la aku cut sane sini...
aku da biasa idup xde duit dr kecik dlu...so xde masalah sgt sebenarnye...
alhamdulillah...Allah dah bekalkn aku dengan kekuatan hati bila xde duit dr kecik lg...
=)
dapat je allowance dr MARA nnt aku nk tamatkan la hp aku...
hurm...ya Allah, cptknlah mara masukkn duit...aku xnk pinjam duit kwn2 aku..
berhutang nih mmg aku nk elakkan betul...

Sunday, January 31, 2010

Sedingin salju~

tghari ahad yg sunyi...
lepas g bank, on da way balik....
melalui jalan yg bersalji...
hati teringin pula nk berjalan kt atas salji yg lembut walaupun ada kawasan yg dah dibersihkan utk pejalan kaki...
baju yg aku pakai xtebal...seluar pn pakai seluar nipis je...
bersarungkan boot...aku terus melangkah menuju istana lama...
mmg xde dlm rancangan nk berjalan-jalan...tp tindakan spontan aje...
mungkin sbb aku dah biasa cuaca sejuk...jd pakai xtebal pn rase selesa aje...
seronok layan diri sendiri...
rasa tenang...damai...aman...
ciptaan-Nya ni mmg menakjubkan...subhanallah~ maha suci-Mu ya Allah~
walaupun sebentar saja aku berjalan dan patah balik ID, ketenangan tu Allah je tahu...
sedingin salju...mendamaikan...

Friday, January 15, 2010

Bengang~

ada satu persoalan dlm minda aku ni...
aku tau aku ego...
aku tau kalo aku xsuke seseorg...
susah aku nk tukar jd neutral sekurang2nye...
tp aku tau dlu 'die' suke tngking n ckp kasar dgn aku...
die suke suruh2 aku n gunekan aku...
depan org die suke peluk2 aku... tp belakang2 ckp kasar ngn aku...
die slalu demotivate aku...
cakap benda2 yg buat aku down n rase rendah diri...
dari aku sabar n xkisah...
lama2 sabar jd hatred dlm diri aku...
ade dekat ngn die pn aku rase nk xselesa...
walaupun xbckp sepatah ape pn dgn die...
aku jd muak...
aku jd jemu...
aku jd jelek dengan die...
sbb aku tau 'topeng' die...
sekarang kalo nmpak die pn aku jd xsuke...
apetah lg dengar die bcakap...
suare pn aku xsuke dengar...
ntahla...
aku tau xbagus...
tp aku xpandai bpura2 mcm die...
depan2 org peluk2 aku...
ckp manis2...
nmpak mcm die angel...
padahal...
aku xdela benci die...
tp bile die blok aku dekat facebook...
aku sedar mmg die pakai topeng!
Ya Allah, apa salahku...
bukan aku nk sgt pn tgk die...
xpayah la smpai nk blok2 aku...
kalo aku wat benda sama...
aku macam die lah...
aku xnk jd cm2...
Kau kuatkan benteng kesabaran hamba-Mu ini ya Allah...
bersihkanlah hatiku ya Allah...
berjayakan lah aku mendapat segulung ijazah dari University of Karlsruhe (KIT) ini...
Luluskanlah aku dlm semua mata pelajaran yg aku akan ambil exam ini ya Allah...
permudahkanlah jalanku menuju kejayaan dlm pelajaran dan hidupku ya Allah...
hanya kepada-Mu aku memohon...
hanya Kau yg Maha penyayang dan berkuasa...
amin~

Thursday, January 7, 2010

17 Dec 2009 until 4 Jan 2010 in London













Penat sungguh bercuti kali nih...huhuhu~

I'd so much experienced and fun during my winter holidays in London with Ain and Nurul... during the 1st few days i spend my nite at mama Tim's house...mama n mak layan mcm anak sendiri... go to Romford market...winter wonderland with Ain, mama Tim n adik Mira...went to Oxford Street with Ain on the 1st day... then we go back to Ain's house at Elm Park, east London...following Ain to her part time working place called 'Bonda' restaurant in Paddington, went to Porstsmouth with Ain n Nurul...there we met Rahim n Hasni, Nurul's friend... went to Arsenal Stadium with Ain n buy wind breaker jacket...i bought lots of stuff in London n my bag exceeds limits...hahaha...lucky they didnt ask me to pay... alhamdulillah...

Thanks a lot to Ain and Nurul for ur special treat...love u guys =)