Monday, March 7, 2011

after 3 days...

When the sun goes down...it doesn't mean we can't walk thru the darkness night...because there is moon than make it possible....


its the third day of being officially single... and i can see that he is happier than ever..and thank God for that...at least one of us is happy...does it sound great? yeah...i admit that i'm still in pain mode...but i know...and i even had a dream that this thing will happen to me sooner or later...and indeed it is true... my house is in a mess now...i need 2 buckle up! put all the sadness in a box a keep it aside... y dun i just throw it away? hurm... that's a good Q to my own self... actually it is the only way i can keep on reminding myself to be extra careful in life...whenever i see the box...it will remind me not 2 give my feeling to others... at least for this current moment... the pain is too great for me to handle... i feel like i just wanna be alone...not talking to anyone...and do wutever i wanted to... luckily it doesn't effect my job...

all these years...i've been waiting for nothing...i know he will never come back to me...he's that type...he will never regret when he let go of something... and now that 'something' refers to me... the memories that we'd been thru...keep on bugging me...and hunting me like a hungry cat...

think positive Qis! the moon is there to help me go past the darkness!!!if not...use a torchlight!

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